So a little bit about me:

I Love…. (obviously not in order of preference!!)

To Talk – Could be a winner if there was a competition, because I love to talk…
I Love to Write!
God and my faith
My beautiful Little Bob
My Angel Babies
The Bear
My husband (sometimes – his words not mine! :winkwink:)
My mum, dad, brothers and family
My job (weird I know, not many people say that!)
Chocolate – Dairy Milk Fruit & Nut if we’re being specific and of course Bounty’s… love love love them!
The colour Green
Laughing lots

So that’s some of me.

For the last couple of years I thought I’d had 4 miscarriages in total and lost 5 babies before I fell pregnant with my Rainbow Bob but in fact recently found out from medical records it was actually 7 miscarriages and 8 babies lost. It’s so sad to think I couldn’t remember all of them. I got to a certain point and just stopped counting, stopped registering, I feel guilty I did that but some of those miscarriages seem to have been more poignant in my memory than others.

I have a boring job I love to do, it’s ok to be boring you’d think. Just wish the rest of my life wasn’t so interesting !! I am like a walking whirlwind of random things. I’m THAT friend that always seems to have some crazy thing going on. I don’t choose it that way, it happens that way, what can you do?!

So a little bit about me… I’ve always been a firm believer of there being a somewhere over the rainbow. There must be hope, things must get better one day, there must be a place where dreams really do come true, right??

As I was sat at my desk crying into my hands for the millionth time ever I decided to start this blog. Somewhere to vent, write about me and my life and talk things through with myself. So here I am and here it goes…!